MY STORY ----------------- Chapter 2 : Unexpected chastity A.. (OnlyFans)

MY STORY
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Chapter 2 : Unexpected chastity
At this point it has been 1 year since I met Lien and during that year, I lost a lot of weight and 
became a skinny guy. With my new found confidence I went to a local chat-site again and there I met my first girlfriend. She lived close to me and we decided to hang out. Not long after we became boyfriend and girlfriend and she took my virginity!! Yay!!
The first year I enjoyed having sex with her but after a year I couldn’t resist and I confessed my fantasy of being her slave ....She actually got interested in it and that made me very happy. I told her I would do anything she asked me to and I tried to relive the scenarios I had with Lien.
My girlfriend had embarrassing pictures of me and made me do anything she wanted. Eventually she got the hang of it, she made me give her all my money and she enjoyed spitting in my mouth. 
She made me wear her panties and the more I wore her panties the more I liked it.
But the more she got into it, the less she loved me....she started to not value my opinions any longer and we started to see eachother less and less, and when we did, she just took my money...
I went back to the internet to see if other people also had this fantasy, and I found out about chastity devices and feminization. From the moment I saw that chastity device I knew that is was my destiny to wear one. But I was under 18 years old, so I couldn’t buy one, plus they were expensive and I can't order one online since I couldn’t let my parents find out!!
Reading about feminization, chastity, and sissies always turned me on so much and when I was alone in front of my computer, I started jerking of to femdom porn or feminization porn. I still remember this one video that was rather hypnotic. In the video, a girl asked me to repeat the 
words:
“I belong in chastity, my destiny is to be a slave formen.” 
So, I did...
''I belong in chastity, my destiny is to be a slave for men.” 
''I belong in chastity, my destiny is to be a slave for men.” 
“I belong in chastity, my destiny is to be a slave for men.” 
And when I got close to having a real orgasm...
''I.......belong in.......... chastity ........my destiny...... is to be a slave for mennnnnnn''
And when I had my orgasm. I felt dirty and nasty ....this stupid curse!! I clicked away the porn and told myself to never do it again!
But then, just one day later...
“I belong in chastity, my destiny is to be a slave formen” 
“I belong in chastity, my destiny is to be a slave formen” 
“I belong in chastity, my destiny is to be a slave formen”
“I.......belong in.......... chastity ........my destiny...... is to be a ...slave for mennnnnnn”
Once more I told myself to never do this again and clicked away the porn! 
This cycle continued for a while (My first chastity cage).
For my birthday, I told my girlfriend about chastity and she loved the idea as well. I took all the money I got from birthday gifts and went to a sex shop. For me to get there, I had to take a bus for two hours each way, but I didn't care, I did it anyway. Once I arrived, I walked up and down 
the street; passing the sex shop each time. I got extremely nervous 
but in one moment I said, “Fuck it, I want this.” And I went in.
The store itself looked really small; as soon as I entered a guy greeted me. I nervously said hello back and then started walking straight toward my goal, I looked for the chastity device, CB-6000, and when I finally found it, I felt so relieved. I picked it up, gave it to the guy, and he said “175 Euro please, and your id.”
I gave my ID and all the money I had, and received my new CB-6000 in a black plastic bag, I grabbed it and rushed outside. Once outside, I walked at a fast pace away from the sex shop, hoping nobody saw me there. When I got home, I felt such a rush of adrenaline and I loved it!
I hid the chastity device in my room, hoping my mother wouldn’t find it when she cleaned it, and don't think she ever did. As soon as my girlfriend and I saw eachother again we tried the cage out right away. She locked up my dick and took the keys; I felt ''at peace''. She smiled and teased me the entire day. We both had a lot of fun. We could only see eachother on the weekends, so on Sunday when she had to leave, I begged her to give the key back but she wouldn’t. She took it with her and I had to stay an entire week in the chastity device.
That week made me so crazy, I got so horny, I started sending her more embarrassing pictures of myself, I kept texting her almost every hour but eventually she got tired from the extra attention she was getting from me and started to ignore me more and more. And on Friday, when we were 
supposed to see eachother, she didn’t show up. My heart sank and I was still in chastity, and really wanted a chance to get out. I didn't receive any text or calls that weekend. Another week passed before I received a message from my girlfriend, she told me she wanted to break up with me and asked me to never contact her again. I cried, I really loved her.
I decided,
“This entire slave fantasy isn't worth my relationship” and I went to her house.
Her father answered the door. He told me that she didn’t want to speak to me anymore and that I had to leave, so I did. She blocked me on messenger, she didn’t answer any of my calls or texts while I continued to be 
locked up for the 3rd week in a row! I felt really bad and really horny at the same time. My attention kept switching from missing my girlfriend and being extremely turned on every day; making me either extremely sad or extremely horny. I didn't want to feel sad anymore, so I decided to focus on being a good slave, and went to the  internet once more... but this time, I was in chastity.