It’s been an emotional day. 😭 Toby has a tum.or pressing on .. (OnlyFans)

It’s been an emotional day. 😭 Toby has a tum.or pressing on his optical nerve that’s causing the sudden blindness (like 3 weeks time). Suppose good news is his heart is good for the most part.

The special.ists weren’t able to get Toby in for an M RI for the tu.mor today. But he has an appointment at 7am tomorrow. Should take 45 minutes and they’ll me.et with us after. They should be able to see how many, size and whatever else.  Today’s been such an emotional day for me😩. 

We still have an ultra,sound scheduled early next week for his liv.er and kid.neys. Prognosis and figuring out what is going on will determine next course of actions. Until then, I’m still emotional. 

I may be working out or running and crying at the same time….that’s how I got through my mom’s illne.sses and de.ath. Sometimes you want to make yourself hurt as much on the outside as you do on the inside. And also it’s a way to help release those emotions. And that is okay too