I pray to the moon for a transformation and good people. I w.. (OnlyFans)

I pray to the moon for a transformation and good people. I want to be held and kissed. Have someone to cuddle and laugh with. Learn and love with. Hold hands, grow old together with and have fun helping others. Relax and unwind every night with loving words and kisses. I want someone who wipes away my tears and never causes them. Someone who never wants to go to bed angry and never lets me go to sleep feeling ugly and unloved. 

I wish for lovers like that for me and for all my friends/followers.

I ask the universe for forgiveness for myself, patience, an open heart and mind, courage to detach, curiosity to learn about other people, time and knowledge so I can enjoy my next chapter instead of strangely oversharing on the best social media platform out there and wishing for everyone to treat this like a diary space for everyone to spectate and be silently supportive in the sidelines. 

I’m not asking for much. You can tell yourself whatever you want to keep villainizing me; but I am not a villain for asking for help. I’m just an idiot for giving you chances to keep disappointing me and hardening me till I explode like a volcano because you will never love me or help me in any substantial or meaningful way and I don’t want to be like this anymore. I need people who soften me and make me feel loved. 

You. Wont. Do. Anything. 

I can’t live in this hell with you anymore. 

Good luck with whatever you’re doing and don’t expect anything from me anymore. I’m not paying for any more of your food and if you ever find yourself in an emergency. Call your mom. I am not your mom.