This is Alex. She is the first girl I ever had feelings for.. (OnlyFans)

This is Alex.  She is the first girl I ever had feelings for.  We lived together for almost two years.  Our neighbors completely hated us because they knew we were gay.  They would leave notes and church stuff on our door.  Look, she was hot.  I loved her.  I really did.  I loved cock a little more, though, and that's what ended us.  We made one video together and I won't lie, it pulls at me a little bit.  Damn you, dick; you ruin everything for me.  I'm glad you do, though.  Without cock, there are no balls, without balls, there is no cum, and without cum, fuck it, what's the point?

So, I'm chatting with a guy who is fucking a married chick, which makes me wet.  I dig cheating.  I like everything about it.  Nothing turns me on more than sitting around on a couch with my boyfriend thinking about letting another guy slip it in me and deposit a huge load of cum.  When I'm cheating, I want the sperm in me.  It's like I'm giving ownership of my box to another man's cock.  I like being with a man knowing that my pussy doesn't want his dick anymore.  It wants another mans cock more, a lot more.  It's an emotional rush as well.  Hanging around husband/boyfriend is great, but I really want to be with the other guy instead.  I want the other guy to be jealous of my boyfriend/husband.  I want him to tell me he doesn't want me fuck him.  If he tells me these things, I won't fuck him anymore.  He will have a dry time but not my man on the side.  His dick will be more than well tended to.  I love it when they allow my husband/boyfriend to have certain things.  One guy allowed me to kiss my boyfriend.  Then he allowed my boyfriend to eat me out, but only after he shoved it in so deep, I could feel his cum spurting inside me up near my bellybutton.  I loved his dick.  It had this massive, fat, spongy head that was just firm enough to stretch every wall of my box to the point of excruciating ecstasy.  That head would just stretch me.  I could feel it poking and prodding inside of me, and when he came, it would get so fat I thought I was going burst.  I would have married that penis if it was legal.  I didn't like the guy it was attached to, but I put up with him so I could get at the dick.  I'm weak like that.  I used to make my boyfriend shave me for him.  This was an awkward situation.  My boyfriend had a fantastic bodybuilder body, but in all my years and the thousands of dicks I have seen and held, it was amazingly small.  When I say an inch and a half hard, that is precisely what I mean.  When it was soft, just the head would be visible, and it was no thicker than my thumb at best.  The stud I was cheating on him with had a dad bod but was well over eight inches of steel joy and as thick as my arm.   It was a very stark contrast between the two.  The tiny one still made me cum, though.  If you have never just sat around and played with an extremely small penis, you don't know what your missing.  His balls were small as well, not in the same small proportion as his dick but smaller than most.  I could suck his dick and both his balls in my mouth at the same time.  I used to roll all three around in there till he spurted cute, tiny loads of sperm down my throat.  When we fucked we had to do it doggy style because it wouldn't go in any other way.  But his nub was so hard it could rub my clit till it came leaving a cummy mess on my own nub, and I would finger myself using his cum to smooth the way till I came.  Huge, perfect orgasms.  Satisfying would be an understatement.   Oh, oh, oh,  I remember, this was so sexy fucking  awesome!  I used to flick his penis till he came as well.  I would just sit there, flick it, and it would just keep springing back, and then he would cum.  They were tiny loads, but that made it even hotter!  Anyway, after I was done fucking my stud, I wouldn't let him fuck me anymore.  I did make him jerk off in front of me, and just the way he did it made me wet.  He could only use his thumb and forefinger to do it.  Thats all he could fit to rub the head of it.  I would rub one out watching him.  There was zero chance of me cumming from fucking him.  My vagina was so stretched from my big cock fuck buddy I would never have felt him anyway.The only way he could do it was rubbing that steel nub on my clit until I came.
  
Anyway, what happened to the two? Small penis man left me, against my wishes, and hung stud went on to become the first man to dump a load of cum in my ass.  He introduced me to the joy of walking around with sperm slowly leaking out of my butt all day long, keeping me perpetually horny.  Then he got some chick knocked up, and that was that.  I don't miss him, he was an ass, but that penis...I still dream about it.  We did fuck two years ago, he stepped out on his wife, but it wasn't the same.  Shit, I need to find another tiny penis and another massive one and do this all over again.  I really did enjoy that time.

Catch you all later!