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Here is a video with the guy who was supposed to fuck my ass yesterday.  https://onlyfans.com/u125291845  I had to check with him first to make sure he was good with me telling you about yesterday’s swing and a miss.  He didn’t fuck my ass but that’s because I am saving for the possibility of new cock tonight.  I got a new dick hunting dress I want to try out.  But, being that I’m kind of horny now, I thought Id give him a mercy fuck and myself a warm up.  Lets get to yesterday.  So, my Thursday kind of went the way of a super soft Thursday.  First off guys, quick hint.  Don’t take antihistamines especially with the D for decongestant if you think you are going to fuck.  You may kill your erection.  How do I know this?  I have seen it many times in the past.  On several porn production sets as well.  Look it up, a quick Google search will confirm what I’m telling you.  I mean, I don’t have a dick and I can’t say definitively or that it happens to everyone, but it apparently is a thing.  Some guys can get hard but can’t cum.  Some guys just can’t stay that way.  It happened today.  Then he gets mad about it because I asked him if everything was alright.  Being an outright dick because his dick didn’t want to stay hard.  I asked him if he took an allergy pill because the pollen is out-of-control right now here in central Florida and he said yes, a Claritin-D.  He wanted to know how I knew, which I really didn’t, just took an educated guess.  I told him the deal on antihistamines and he was super relieved but still cranky.  I get it, it’s frustrating.  As soon as the head of his dick slipped in my ass, it would bend and be too soft to go in.  I could get him hard again, but it just wouldn’t stay that way unless I was constantly stimulating it with my hands.  I jerked him off. And he did cum, but he said it was weak.  His balls let loose a shit ton of cum, but apparently the cum sensations weren’t up to par like they normally would be.  He did get me off.  He used two dildos, one in my ass and one in my pussy, and DP’d me to orgasm.  Which, I must admit, made me drool: it was that good.  Probably better than his dick would have done, but mostly because it was a DP and I was super turned on from jerking his dick off.  So not a loss after all.  That would be my Supersoft Thursday story. 

Strange but true and in line with not fucking.  I do miss my cucks who I never fucked for the most part.  They would get me off by eating the cum out of my pussy and ass after some superior dude fucked me.  They would use toys and vibrators on me as well.  I would cum so hard from that I looked like a deranged ding dong when I did.  Then I would tell them how much better the other men fucked me than they could while they were jerking off on me and make them lick up their own sperm.  Which would get me all turned on again and make me want to go out and fuck another guy.  Vicious cycle but so awesome.  I need to get back into that!  It’s constant sex for everyone in their own special way.  I miss that.  One thing people don’t understand, cucks get more sex than most but in their own special way.  It’s not for everyone so don’t think I expect it from everyone.  I do like to cheat though.  I like to cheat and rub it in.  I am evil that way.  I once cheated on a boyfriend with his best friend.  I let his friend cum inside of me and when I got home; I asked my boyfriend to finger me.  He did and thought I was just super wet, but it was his buddy’s jizz.  That’s awful, I know, but I am all swampy in the crotch thinking back on it.  Yes, he found out eventually, confronted me about it, gave me an ultimatum, but his friend’s dick was so much nicer than his that I couldn’t give it up.  So I moved in with his friend.  Who then cheated on me.  And when he told me about it and I asked for details, he lost his mind.  I was all ready to rub one out listening to the down and dirty, but he was trying to get me to leave.  I didn’t put that together right away, so things got awkward when I got all turned on and started fingering myself, waiting for details of his infidelity.  He explained he wanted the other girl to move in.  I was like ohhh… I get it.  So I moved out, she moved in; they got married, had three kids, she cheated on him and now they are divorced.  I still fuck him.  His dick has held the test of time… it is still that good.  He’s kind of a douche but his dick doesn’t talk so all is good.  Man, I am gabby abby and telling you way too much.  I need to shut up now.  @u125291845