Thursday is in the rearview mirror basically and it hasn’t b.. (OnlyFans)

Thursday is in the rearview mirror basically and it hasn’t been a bad one… nothing overly spectacular, but not to bad.  I got a good fucking this morning, it’s tided me over for the day.  I could have gotten another good session in, but nothing materialized.  I hung out with a few chicks for lunch.  Same old bullshit.  I don’t know why I go to these things.  This one chick, and she is hot, was complaining some guy who fixed her water heater and flirted with her wasn’t returning her texts.  She told him she would be open to going out with him and getting to know each other.  Yeah, that’s what everyone wants.  To get to know each other.  Pfft.  I wouldn’t return her calls or texts or whatever she is sending him either.  How about a blowjob?  Don’t you think he would have just been super thankful for a blowjob?  Of course he would!  If he had fixed my water heater, I would have drained his sperm heaters for him in an instant.  Fuck getting to know each other.  You are seriously getting to know me when your cock is down my throat, pumping my belly full of jizz.  I mentioned giving him a blowjob instead, and the entire group got super quiet.  I was like what?  I’m just being honest here.  She said giving a man a blowjob is demeaning.  Demeaning?  I don’t know who she’s blowing, but the last thing I feel when I’m sucking sperm out of a man’s penis is “demeaning.”  What do I feel?  Power, excitement, anticipation, wildly aroused, but never demeaned.  Anything but really.  I guess if I just hated doing it that might come into play, but who hates giving blowjobs?  I have told you before, I can actually cum giving a blowjob.  Not all the time, but it has happened.  I can certainly cum afterwards and cum hard just by fingering myself and thinking about it.  I often do just that because it’s a different orgasm and very intense.  I guess some girls are repulsed by jizz.  I don’t know why.  It’s the reward for all my efforts.  There is nothing hotter than feeling it drain out of a man’s cock into my mouth, down my throat.  Anyway, I’m turning myself on so lets wrap this recap up, I got shit to do and fingering myself isn’t one of them.  My point being, I would have drank that mans baby batter like it was my last meal.  He would have thanked me for letting him put the water heater in.  What’s wrong with that?

Someone read an old blog where I mentioned “getting bred.”  They thought that was “weird” for whatever reason.  I find it weird that he finds it weird.  It’s a state of mind I like to get into because it turns me on.  It’s sex, I want to be turned on, I want to cum, I am not shy about what makes me cum.  Getting “bred” turns me on.  Knowing that a man has the power to impregnate me by leaving his sperm inside of me turns me the fuck on.  Sorry if that creeps you out.  Let me make it even weirder for you.  I haven’t had the ability to have kids since I was 30.  Hysterectomy, all that good stuff.  Up to that point, I was all about getting bred.  Getting owned by a man’s penis.  Fuck the man, it was his dick that I wanted to worship.  I still enjoy that fantasy.  Being driven to do whatever a man’s penis wants me to do.  Letting him cum inside me makes it all that more intense for me.  Explain things for you?  No?  You would probably need to own a vagina to understand.

Lots of interest in my guns.  First, I have owned a firearm since I was eight, so it’s not something new for me.  My first being a .22 rifle.  Anyway, it’s a Sig Sauer P238.  That’s my carry.  I also own the upgraded version in 9mm the P938 Legion.  The 938 is amazing but just a little too heavy to carry daily.  The 238 is perfect, I don’t even know it’s there.