The worst thing anyone can do is tell me that I can't do so.. (OnlyFans)

 The worst thing anyone can do is tell me that I can't do something. Doctors, 25 years ago, told me I'd never be able to run again. A doctor 20 years ago told me I'd never have more children. A doctor 19 years ago told me my cancer came back. Three years ago, I was told I'd never be slim again. 
Fuck em all. 
Any time anyone tells me that I can't do something, my brain zeroes in on proving them to go fuck themselves. I ran again 25 years ago. It hurt like a mf-er, but, I kept my asthma hidden from the military. After cancer, the first time, I had my third child(who's now 18 and a goofball like his mother.) After getting cancer the second time, I got mad at it, evicted it, dared that shit to come back. 
After my divorce, staggering medical issues hit my family. My father died, my grandmother died, within ten days of each other. Massive financial struggles monopolized me. Funerals aren't fuckin' cheap, I had to pay for TWO, within a two week period. Top medical expenses for an 18 year old, with a benign brain tumor, a 20 year old with bone tumors.... holy fucking Hell. 
Yeah. I gained a little weight. Well,  after that I looked the devil in the eye, made that sumbish my  whore, life began to change. 
I just woke up one day and said, " Fuck this. I'm fed up with being at the mercy of the cosmos. Fuck waiting for work to be offered to me. Fuck being a sucker, being manipulated into roles that make me sick. If the industry doesn't want a plus sized woman, fuck em. My fans like me for me. I'm through kissing assess of people who don't give a damn if I exist and I'm sick to death of being invisible to people who should care for my well-being. If these asshole aren't fling to do right by me, I'll do right by my Damn self. I'm going to take care of me."
This weight loss, I should more accurately day FAT LOSS, isn't to fit in with them. It's to celebrate my fans, who have stuck with me through literally thick and thin. It's a hearty FUCK YOU to the people who gave me a hard time, ignored me, bypassed me for nominations, made fun of me. It's a resounding, "You go, girl!" to the woman who made it through a lifetime of bullshit and trauma. Because,  "Fuck it. " 
My fans, after standing by me, deserve the best version of me that I can give them, and, you shall. 
I know each and every one of you has had a day when you've thirteen your hands in the air and wanted to tell everyone at work to go seriously fuck themselves. That's been the last three years of my plumpness. Come July 1st, I bow to no one in the industry. I shoot whatever the fuck I want to shoot. I'm planning a national fan tour, to reach out and thank every one of you for your respect, admiration, and loyalty. 
My deepest thanks to my doctor, who told me to slow down my weight loss.....funny guy......I feel better than ever and have no plans to stop now. 😚 Much love to you all. I truly do appreciate every one of you.