I quit my job yesterday so I can go back to doing this full .. (OnlyFans)

I quit my job yesterday so I can go back to doing this full time but I’m in the middle of being the most sick I’ve felt all year and I can’t express the levels of rage I feel knowing I finally have the energy to do so many things I’ve been putting off for weeks but physically can’t handle doing it. My ADHD can’t handle this and my anxiety is through the roof, being taken out by sickness like this really destroys me