how come no one ever gives me a standing ovation? 🥺 i always.. (OnlyFans)

how come no one ever gives me a standing ovation? 🥺 i always get a lying down ovation… or in a chair ovation ;~; 
or i get next door neighbours calling the police ovation ☹️ or my dad never coming back since i was 6 years old ovation ☹️