not gonna lie, im having somewhat of a rough morning 😔 grief.. (OnlyFans)

not gonna lie, im having somewhat of a rough morning 😔
 grief really does come in waves and i am missing Mr. Sir hard today. he has been missing for 38 days now. my heart feels like a massive whole has been ripped through it. some days are good, and i can feel his love pulsing through me still. other days, like today, i feel empty - hollow - lonely. 
 Mr. Sir was not "just a cat". he was more like a soulmate. 
 throughout my life, i have been hurt, neglected, and betrayed by the people closest to me (my family). so i guess it's no surprise that i latch onto animals more than i do with people. 
 i am still hopeful that one day we will be reunited.. cats are so resilient and Mr. Sir certainly is. 
 i love him so much, life doesn't feel as bright without him, but i am trying to find beauty & happiness in every day. 
 Mr. Sir taught me so much. i am striving to be a better person because of him ♥️