Which version is better?😵‍💫🙈🥵 This was the first time I was.. (OnlyFans)

Which version is better?😵‍💫🙈🥵

This was the first time I was the one who was at the front and idk why it made me so flustered I was like trying to just .. exist??? And it was so hard ??? Every instinct made me want to turn around and hide my face in their neck but I stuck it out as long as I could and kept looking at them touching meeeee😵‍💫