If I am not an overly sexual person why do I enjoy doing wha.. (OnlyFans)

If I am not an overly sexual person why do I enjoy doing what I do?  I LOVE to show off.  I love when people want me and enjoy my body and personality.  I just dont want them to touch me.  I want them to touch themelves and cum for me.  It feels powerful to know that I can get you off without even touching you.  
If I love it so much why do I get so mad at people who tell me about it for free?  Well... Because like 500 people a day message me that shit and to me when your not paying to say it to me its like your not asking my persmission.  You are making me to listen or see what I do to you and that is just annoying.  My sexual energy is minimum so I save it for you.  Those of you here paying me to play :)   I love shaking my body for you.  I love knowing that you touch yourself to me.  Even if I am a goofy ass.