Sometimes I get caught up with the imperfections on my body... (OnlyFans)

Sometimes I get caught up with the imperfections on my body.  Things that were not there before but are a blimish now.  I know that no one really cares that much, but in my mind they do.  If you are curious as to what I am talking baout its the "bruise" like mark on the leg to the left upper part.  Its the mark left from the Brown Recluse bite that I got.  I dont think it will ever go away, it has been nearly 2 years!