Good Morning!! I am in the fence about starting my Birth Co.. (OnlyFans)

Good Morning!!  I am in the fence about starting my Birth Control again.  I think I might be feeling a desier for another sexual burst...  But I do have to be on the BC for a month 1st...  The problem is that shit makes me gain weight =[  I dont want to gain weight!!!   Blah Blah condoms, yeh but those videos dont sell as well, and yes yes I make anyone I plan to have sex with get fully checked out 1st.  UGH idk I am on the edge on this choice...  Its really about if I am feeling like doing the sex thing again lol