A few days ago I stepped onto my mat to explore another erot.. (OnlyFans)

A few days ago I stepped onto my mat to explore another erotic savasana. I felt curious and optimistic bc I could still feel the effects of my Zestra arousal oils.
 
 As I moved through my warm up I kept having flashing of the upcoming ecstasy available to me. So it was extremely frustrating that I lost it when I laid down for savasana. 
 
 Where did it go? I don't know. But I don't lie about something so important as pleasure. While I enjoyed my own caresses and felt pampered, the climax was anti-climatic. 
 
 I thought about trashing the video. Why would anyone want to watch me not-do-something? Alas, this is my Truth, the Naked Truth today is that I wrestle with frustration, shame, and my commitment to Own My Truth...however it lands with you. And so here it is...I imagine you can find some moments to enjoy like I did. :)