My wife @theaspenrose1 has been posting pictures throughout .. (OnlyFans)

My wife @theaspenrose1 has been posting pictures throughout the day on her OnlyFans of the new toy I bought her. This black dildo is now my competition as she spent more time sucking it than my own cock the other night. At the point of this picture, I was masturbating over her naked body while she continued to humiliate me by sucking on this silicone cock rather than mine. She didn't want me to have a real orgasm though. She wanted me to have a ruined one, which I have done countless times. Some of you might not be familiar with a ruined orgasm, so I'll try my best to explain. Essentially, I masturbate like I normally do and experience all the sensations leading up to an orgasm. However, I stop stimulating my cock a few seconds before it would normally feel amazing. At that point, my cock is still locked and loaded and essentially begins to dribble my cum out the tip. My cock slowly pulses letting out a pathetic light stream of cum. I do NOT feel satisfied at all when this happens. Instead I feel bummed out because I REALLY wanted to have a good orgasm. It doesn't help when my wife giggles or laughs afterward. What's worse, even though I'm not really horny after, I still want to have an orgasm and can usually get hard pretty quickly afterwards and could have another one if I tried, but I don't. She didn't make me do it this time, but sometimes I have multiple ruined orgasms in a row until practically no cum dribbles out and yet even after several ruined orgasms I still don't feel satisfied. Sometimes it's better to not have any sort of orgasm because I feel like a ruined one messes with my head a bit. Has anyone else had a ruined orgasm before? If so, how did it make you feel?