So I’m not sure what to make of this. Last night something .. (OnlyFans)

So I’m not sure what to make of this.  Last night something I thought might happen finally did…I had a nocturnal emission (aka: a wet dream).  It was my first orgasm in 5 weeks.  But it happened involuntarily.  I woke up in a virtual pool of my own cum. 🍌💦

Is it possible to feel violated by one’s own body?  Because that’s sort of how I feel right now.  Am I still in chastity or not?  I don’t know.  I’m legit confused rn. 

Not sure what I’m going to do about this either.  Should I continue my chastity and feel knowing this happened against my will?  Or should I just say fuck it and have about 5 orgasms today…because I’m still very full down there!