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I miss being happy. 
I miss waking up and wanting to do stuff.
I miss smiling and laughing. 
I miss being appreciated. 
I've become numb. 
Auto pilot for months.
Lost. Unclaimed. Gaslighted. Shamed. 
Finding a part of myself to loose the other part of myself. My entire life.. I have battle... its like having the devil and angel on your shoulders 24/7. Which one do you listen to? 
No one to silence these demons anymore. 
I just wish someone would turn it all off.