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I always believed that watching all this special porn didn't really had an effect on me. I used to be 100% straight. I still like girls a lot. But for some reason, it feels very natural to be near big cock. When I see a big cock in real life I want to lick it and suck it and feel it inside me. That is very strange because i remember my past and I never had this desire before I became a sissy slave.