LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 1 -----------------------------.. (OnlyFans)

LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES - DAY 1
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It is very late. It's 1 hour before midnight in Belgium as I am writing this. 
As you might have noticed, the last couple of days, I didn't post anything. When I don't post something, you can be sure that I am getting used! 

As we know, I decided to go for hormones after I got fucked by a BBC. It was a long and stressfull journey. The last couple of days were amazing. Kinda like a dream. The day where I receive hormones was approaching soon. And the closer it got, the more nervous I became. Doubts started to enter my mind. ''Maybe I should end my journey here instead of taking hormones''. 

But 2 days before I got my Hormones, I met a new amazing person. Mistress Fiona. A Domme that made me take away my doubts when she fucked me and bullied me. She made me realize that I am supposed to be a slave. This is my destiny. (You will see this content later)

1 day before Hormones, Mistress Laura knocked on our door. Grabbed a big strap-on, used her lipstick to write ''WHORE'' on my face and humiliated me and made some amazing content that you will also get to see later.

On top of that, Princess Diamonds has been very supportive and encourages everyone to use me as much as they like.

And then the day arrived. 14 December at 17:00 in the afternoon. I had to drive to a hospital kinda far away. In total, it was +- 2 hours to the hospital and +- 2 hours back. 

The doctor gave me green light and gave me a prescription for the hormones that you see in the photo. I wanted to take it slow. I am only getting female hormones and I am NOT blocking male hormones. This means that I will NOT lose my sexdrive - But I will develop feminin features like breasts, softer skin, etc. 

It's a gel. Twice a day, in the morning and in the evening, I need to rub this gel on my upper arm. I need to make sure to wash my hands after this.

On my way back, I knew that it was too late to get the actual hormones. But I had the prescription. I was very happy and nervous at the same time. So yesterday evening, I could not sleep. I knew I was getting the hormones tomorow morning right away. I woke up at 05:00 in the morning. I just couldn't sleep. I was very very excited and very nervous. 

At 09:00 in the morning, the pharmacy opened up and I was the first customer. Proudly handed over my prescription and there it was. My hormones. Finally. 
It is real now. I have them. I was very happy. Even scared to lose them. 

We immediatly went to The Sissy Market store, because we had to do some work over there. The employe had a day off. But the first thing I did over there was remove my t-shirt and grabbed the hormone gel. I had a few flashback to the last couple days. Mistress Fiona telling me that ''She's going to make me her bitch'' , Mistress Laura bullying me, The Big Black Cock, Princess Diamonds who supports me, and of course, Me, I really wanted this myself. I am a sissy slave. And I was about to go down the rabbit hole so deep, that there is no way back. 

I rubbed the gel on my upper arm. 

I knew that most likely nothing would happen on the first day or even weeks. I of course payed close attention to my body. ''I think my skin feels softer already'' , ''I feel a little bit calmer'' all the physical things I noticed today were most likely just things I was making up in my head.

One thing I truely felt was that I was blushing all the time. My face felt abit warmer, kinda like when you are blushing. I also had a little bit of an headache, but that was probably because I was eating healthier today. 

Another weird thing was that I couldn't smell things for a couple weeks now. I had a very bad cold. Been a little bit sick. And for some reason, I couldn't smell things. (It wasn't covid, got tested twice). But now, today, all of a suddon I smelled thing again. Coincidence? I don't know haha.

I am extremely motivated now. I cleaned my entire room, I did a lot of work for the webshop, I ate healthy, I did a workout, I took a bath, I did my skincare, I did my nails, I just am extremely motivated now.

My friends keep reminding me that I am supposed to be a sissy slave. And they support me and love me.

I just had my 2nd dose and now I am going to sleep.

Goodnight!! 
See you tomorow!
I will post a hormone update every single day for you.

xxx