Hormones update! I promise to share everything with you. So.. (OnlyFans)

Hormones update!

I promise to share everything with you.
So yesterday was the day I got to visit the endocrinologist. (That is the person in the hospital that gives you hormones). He told me that before i get hormones, I have to get some health tests done and have atleast talked with a psychologist once. I have untill the 14th december to complete these 2 tasks now. Because on the 14th december, if those things are done, the endocrinologist will give me hormones.

I really really hate health tests. The only thing i'm afraid of are diseases. And having myself tested stresses me out SO much, because i'm afraid something bad will come from it. I really really hate hate hate hate hate this. But nothing is going to get in my way of achieving my goals

I will share every step along the way. I will share every moment of me on hormones. Share exactly what I feel and share how i'm changing.

Maybe something important to know for other sissies out there : 
Most transgender people take male hormone blockers and female hormone supplements. 
It is also possible to NOT take male hormone blockers and ONLY take female hormone supplements (that is what I am going to do)
Male hormone blockers lower your sexdrive a lot and I want to be a feminized sexy little bitch.
Just taking female hormones means softer skin, breast growth, fat in the better places haha...
I don't want pills or injections. I am going for a gel. It's safe and slow. Thats how I want it! :)