Update : Right now Joyce is relaxing in our Jacuzzi outsid.. (OnlyFans)

Update : 

Right now Joyce is relaxing in our Jacuzzi outside. That is my favorite thing that helps me relax. It is a reward Joyce gets for being a good girl. I get a "lindemans kriek" that is a dutch cherry beer almost only girls like. My friendd always made fun of me because that is the only beer i like 😆 🙈 Sipping from my cold bottle and enjoy the warm jacuzzi relaxes me so much. Joyce always likes to take the time to write something to you!! ❤

So... Joyce wakes up to Princess making a phonecall. She reached her goal and I knew what she was doing. Joyce got nervous. She commanded me to get ready. She was very happy and excited. 

The doorbell rang. And there was a guy sooo big and muscled. I believe i could fit 5 times in that person. His arms alone were so huge,  it scared me in the beginning and i was nervous.

A few days aggo princess told me she really needed to see me get fucked by a big black cock and how pathethic it actually was that Joyce, famous sissy, didnt do this yet.

Princess told me to kneel next to her as she lowered the pants of this guy.

Princess grabbed his cock. It was already hard. And she waved with his cock to me. "Come come Joyce! Be a good girl!"

I never believed in all the sissy porn videos that encourage you to... (you know the type). Untill then. I stopped thinking. My nerves instantly left my body and all i could think of was that amazing big huge cock in front of my nose waving at me. I needed to suck it. I had such a big urge to suck his cock, i cannot describe it. Princess placed a condom on his cock. "We all just met, lets play safe atleast for now" she interupted. It was all background noise to me as i staredat this big black cock. The words big black cock, i swear i heard them a million times in sissy videos too.

When Princess finaly gave me permission to suck it felt like my sissy instincts kicked in even more. Princess reminded me to pose for the camera. After she took like 10 pictures of me sucking cock she pulled of my wig and told me to pose again. She needed pictures of a big black cock in my mouth with my face recognizable.

Then she asked to do the same for a blowjob video.  We went upstairs and Princess told me to lay down on the floor and this huge man layed on top of me. Princess whispering in my ear what a good girl i am. The vieuw. Of his big strong arms and body over mine was just.. indescribable. I felt so submissive and so true to myself. 

But then i felt his cock enter my body. And i was in pain. Princess called for a break and twe tried again in 5 minutes. This time I was ready and enjoying it. I was getting fucked and it felt so good. My clitty was bouncing but it seems everyone was just ignoring my clitty.

Doggy style was insane. He fucked me so deep that it actually hurt but i realized that i just have to take it. I felt his grip tightning.
And he came inside me.

The sweat dripping of my face. He pulled his big black cock out of me. Threw the condom on my back, said thank you and left immediatly. 

What effect did this experience had to me?

Just got my appointment for hormones confirmed. 10 November. I want hormones. I am ready for my new life. I am ready for my dream life. 

Cheers! *sip* ☺️