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Piep! 
I'm backkkk 🥰❤🥰❤
So now i'm completly recovered let me tell you how my experience was with electrolysis for my facial hair. (This is the one and only permanent hair removal method).
it is hell.
Are they done? No, but the biggest and most important part is done. The upper lip zone is fone and we worked all the way down to my neck at the same length of my upper lip. So i have like a big line of no hair growth on my face now that i can only hide by shaving the rest haha! I have to go back for the rest at mid June and end of June. In total, permanently removing my facial hair costs about 2500 euros.
And, i can pay that because of you, my subscribers, and i am forever thankfull for you liking me, and supporting me and believing in me that i can become the biggest and most awsome cumdumpster on the planet!!
It is the most painfull thing i ever experienced. 
And when you think it is over and you drive back home, the real pain is just beginning.
The first few days, my face was like a baloon. It was like i was beaten up extremly bad. My lips where 3 times the size, my face was 3 times the size, it turned blue and red, felt like i had my skin burned and it was a lot to keep clean.
After the swelling dissapeard, and you think you can go and relax a little outside because the weather is finally nice, forget about it.
You need to stay out of the sun for 2 weeks. That was a very very hard thing to do.

So during this time, i had to find ways to make myself usefull, i couldn't make porn because i looked like a trainwreck.
Right away i knew the biggest challenge is going to be my diet. But i'm still on track. (I lost 7kg's in 5 weeks and i'm very close to my goal, i want to lose 3-4kgs more). I also had other beauty goals to make sure not to fail on. Like aplying my bleaching creme to my sissy pussy and bleaching my teeths and so on...

I decided to spend my time inside looking at my Onlyfans content from a different perspective.
What can i do better, how can i bring more value.. and i compared myself to the top content creators and tried to figure out why they are so successfull. (Not that i am not successfull, but i just want to become the best cumslut i can be)

I realize that my pictures are actually of very good quality, i am very picky and selective when it comes to my pictures. From 100 selfies, only the top 10 best get selected to be shared...

But i also realized that my videos are below average.
They are often not very long in duration, they have no good quality, no story, no emotion, no sound, no music, no intro, no edits, nothing.
I understand that ''raw'' and ''amateuristic'' makes it look real, and i am real!! But i also see these things as points i can improve on.

Soooo...
1) I bought music (This is actually kinda expensive to share on a huge platform like mine) 
2) I bought and learned a proffesional video editing software
3) I plan to shoot videos that are 20-30-40minutes long
4) I'm going to create an intro
5) I am activly looking for a male model for videos, prefer a real master but a sissy that lives closeby would also be fun 
6) I bought different things to make the background look nicer (even tho we live in a small house and i can't really make it very fancy)
7) I bought a 2nd proffesional camera (Rip another 1000 euro....) so i can film 2 or even 3 point of vieuws at the same time
8) A new phone, because snapchat and tiktok soon

I am very excited to get back to my old self.
It is really not nice to let your facial hair grow for 10 days to then get it lasered away, to then isolate yourself for 14 more days.
June is still going to be a hard month. But with all the support i'm getting, it's impossible for me to give up or let you all down <3.

So what are my plans so far :
Saturday : My first attempt at shooting real longer porn. Thinking about doing a make-up tutorial too.
Sunday : A Master bought me for a 100 tip and i need to do what he says for 24 hours.
Monday : More porn making
(After this is a period i can't shave, because electrolysis part 2 is comming up. So i'm going to make sure to make this weekend count when it comes to content!! 10 June is also another wisdom teeth that is getting pulled by the way! Haha.
I hope i recover faster from electrolysis appointment 2 so that I can create my first proffesional video with a male model somewhere mid june.

I sometimes wonder if these life updates is something you all care about haha.
Anyway, now you know what has been going on.
I'm basicly folowing my dreams, but i have to do a lot more practical things than just watching porn and become a cock addict if i want to share my life forever with everyone here. :)

Much love
xxx
SissyJoyce