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I know it isn't porn and i'm sorry for that, but i think these kind of real life feminization updates do serve a good purpose!
I hope they inspire many other sissies to do the same thing.
Today was the most painfull day in my life haha.
I am extremly tired.
I had an appointment for electrolysis today! That is permanent hair removal where they destroy each hair individually, hair per hair with a laser. My appointment was from 09:00 in the morning untill 17:00 in the evening. At a private hospital. (I will be sharing the name of the hospital once i had my last treatment) Price : 900 euro.
It was only a 1 hour drive, but in one of the mainc ities of belgium (antwerp) and during these times, traffic jams are very very common. So, just to be sure i was on time (this is howmuch i wanted it) I drove there at 06:00 in the morning and i arrived at 07:30.
So after finding a place to park my car, i waited for 80 more minutes before walking inside the hospital.
They were very friendly (it's a hospital specially for transgenders by the way!) and was immediatly impressed by how proffesional it all looks. They took pictures of my facial hair so i would have some before and after results.
And i really did not like seeing myself as a vanilla boy with facial hair. I had to grow my hair for weeks before it was long enough to get this done, and i felt really awfull during these weeks. 
Anyway, we had a short conversation about how i already had electrolysis done at my city at a beauty saloon and i told her i payed 400 euro to have half my upper lip done and it was extremly painfull and slow.
She looked very suprised and told me thats a scam. And that suprised me.
So here we go, there are different methods and different amounts you have to pay for electrolysis. If you ever plan to do this, find a proffesional.
I payed 400 euros for 4 hours and did half my upper lip. And it took +- 10second for each hair to be ''burned and destroyed'' on top of this, there was no anesthetia. So it was super painfull.
At first, this person did not believe i did that without anesthetics because it is so painfull.
My upper lip was like 50% done too.
Here, i payed 900 euros for 8 hours and it took 1 second per hair instead of 10 seconds. Litterly 10 times the speed at a lower price. AND THEY USE anesthetia Can you believe that??!!! That's insane.
Anyway, time to start my session!
I asked her to finish my upper lip.
She took an anesthetic syringe and put it in my upper lip, and that made me cry from pain. She used it like 5 times to numb my upper lip and i had to sit still and take it, it was the most intense pain i ever felt. You might think that a syringe doesn't hurt so bad, well, these ones go under your skin, and MOVE AROUND to spread out the anesthisia. You can feel it moving under your skin. It's hell. Absolute hell. But once those 5 minutes were done we could start.
She completed my upper lip in 30 minutes.
We moved downwards, and she used another syringe to numb below my lips and towards my chin, making me cry from pain again.
But after 2 minutes of HELL, the electrolysis didn't hurt at all! So that was good.
When we reached half time we took a break to eat something at the guest house.
The guest house is managed by a M2F trans person (a very amazing, very friendly person who made great soup for me haha) <3
After that, back to electrolysis.
We talked abit about the patients they have and howmany of those people are lonely and have mental problems.
Almost all of them are disowned by their family she said. That person told me they get a lot of very depressing and sad stories from their patients and that made me so mad, i hate that so much. I feel sooo bad for them.
I have soooo much respect for all the trans people, they must endure so much.
Anyway, i'm back home.
My entire face is like a balloon that is on fire right now.
3 days no make up
14 days no sun
Yay me