I understand and know my content has become a little less im.. (OnlyFans)

I understand and know my content has become a little less impressive.
I am very aware of it.
I´m just tired of pretending to be a boy and i don´t want to deliver half work or feel nervous for dating men.
Since April, i have been going trough hell to be fair. A weightloss routine that shrinks muscle mass and weight is insane. I think about food every hour. I´ve been trough a lot of pain both physicly and mentally in order to achieve my goals. I have spend almost all the money i earned in my feminization. My sissy pussy got bleached, my teeth fixed and now rhey are bleached aswell, getting skinny, permanent laser hair removal everywhere, even my face, getting completly exposed, Daily long cardeo workouts and trying to keep up with onlyfans, social media, pornsites and webshops has been hard. But the finish line is in sight. I´m almost there. And it´s going to be worth it. Because i am going to do real life dates very soon. I am excited to be "done" with all of this.
Currently my teeth are super sensitive from bleaching them that eating is impossible, so thats good i guess. Mentally i am okay, motivated and very strong. But i´ve never experienced so much pain, so much work, so much preasure.
But it´s going to be worth it.
27th of may is a big day for me.
Electrolysis hair removal for 8 hours.
I don´t know how my skin would look like after that but you can expect great things in june.
I am so thankfull for this.
I want to become the biggest cumdumpster on the planet and i realized i need to "fix" my issues in order to do so