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I feel really good about myself at the moment.
Every day is extremly hard. I face a lot of pain and challenges, but I am getting closer to my dream every single day and i am just so excited and motivated.
The area above my lip is completly red and swollen from the laser hair removal at the moment. so that sucks.
My Sissy pussy is very sensitive from the anal bleaching cream so i'm abit scared to play with my dildos so that sucks.
I eat near the minimum and i go for a run every morning, so that sucks
But i just feel so so so much better already
I am learning so much and i want to share everything with you!!
Joyce is a little bit sad about the fact i can't be the best cumdump right now.
But the confidence i'm getting is really what has been holding me back in the past.
One of my biggest fears has always been to date a guy and then get rejected because
''I don't look as good on photo as i do in real life''
I mean, i also have my flaws! Maybe i'm just a little insecure.
The weightloss, the facial hair thats been gone, has all been making me feel super sexy.
I feel like i'm turning into a sexy cumdump
I'm so excited for my future