You know, as a sissy, you don't really realize what you are .. (OnlyFans)

You know, as a sissy, you don't really realize what you are doing to yourself
You keep rationalizing this, ''its just a game'' , ''its just a fetish''
In the beginning, when i was wearing my first panties and chastity cage, i uploaded my first picture to the internet.
No face, no body, just my locked up clit. And i felt a rush of excitement. ''It's okay, its just for fun'' i said
Then i wanted more
''Maybe i should shave myself, you know, just for once''..
And after that...
''Maybe i should buy a wig...''
''Maybe i should be locked up forever...''
''Maybe i should upload pictures ofmyself to the internet''
''Maybe i should upload recognizable boy pics of myself with dildos in my ass''
''Maybe i should let a master own me''
''Maybe i should get my body hair waxed''
''Maybe i should get my body hair lasered...''
''Maybe i should get ear rings''
and it just keeps going like that forever
Sometimes i realize what i have done, like this morning, in the shower.
I looked down to see my belly button piercing, a complete smooth body with pink nails and a pink chastity cage and i realized ''oh my god i actually look like a girl''
Now even my eyebrows are in a very feminin shape..
I don't think i can even pass as a boy anymore 
Did you know that if we go shopping, i actually have to put efford to look male??
and by the time you realize what you have done...
There is no going back...