LIFE / HORMONE UPDATE --------------------------------------.. (OnlyFans)

LIFE / HORMONE UPDATE
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I am approaching 3 months on hormones...
So here is what I have experienced so far.
The first few weeks, I experienced a sense of calmness. I felt calm and at peace, it's hard to describe it to someone who doesn't take HRT. But basicly, it's like the anger and worries inside you are a lot less intense. It's just all fine and okay.  After a month you THINK your skin is getting softer. But it's not really. (Not compared to month 3). You think nothing is changing and you don't notice much. Month 2, my skin actually got softer, my face looked a little bit more feminin than before. My first orgasm on HRT happened and I had no cum. I panicked and cried a little. 
Month 3, I became more emotional. Thinking about everything twice as hard. Sometimes I doubt myself. Will I end up looking like a freak? Not man not woman? Sometimes I cry, most of the time from happyness and grateful for the life I have. Emotions suck and plants seeds of doubt in my mind.
But at other times, my emotions flip and I am super inspired and I feel proud at what I am doing. Last night I posted on my vanilla facebook a picture of me as Joyce. I am super inspired right now too.
I've been brainstorming about sissy coaching. 
Perhaps I could help others with makeup, weightloss, and anything related to transitioning or feminizing yourself. Fetish and none fetish related.
I am happy. But it's a wild ride.
Maybe some cock will do me good.

xxx
Sissy Joyce