I've been having an anxiety attack and insomnia for a while .. (OnlyFans)

I've been having an anxiety attack and insomnia for a while and it makes me more horny, so yesterday I called a woman who is engaged to someone else and she agreed to come and fuck me, after that in the early hours of the morning she had already gone to find her fiancé cum inside her and I jerked off 3 times imagining her giving me a cumshot to her fiancé hehe and now I went live to jerk off the fourth time and I came and I'm finished now lol I can't take anything else, my dick is numb lol