I have been through a lot on here since I began in 2019 but .. (OnlyFans)

I have been through a lot on here since I began in 2019 but I have never felt more degraded in my entire life than I have today.
When a friend, colleague or family member loses someone, do you send them your condolences along with a cock picture? Do you try engage in Sexting or dirty talk after telling them how sorry you are for their loss?
Or is it just me because I’m less of a human, doing what I do here?
Today has proven to me that trying to be kind, thoughtful and generous with my time, as well as being myself is a mistake. 
Don’t be surprised if I become like all the models you complain about because now, I understand exactly why they are like that.
Sarah xox