On January 5th, I’ll have smoked cigs for half my life, isn’.. (OnlyFans)

On January 5th, I’ll have smoked cigs for half my life, isn’t that crazy?  I hope I’ve gotten my 10000 hours in by now. I could be better – but that’s what practice is for.  I feel like the luckiest duck to find a home in a space where people are into smoking – it’s like the fetish was made for me <3 But also I needed to show off this new set – lace and leather always gets my gears going (;

I’m trying something different today.  I realized I spend so much time trying to make things perfectly that I stop letting them just be good enough, or at least just be out there. I have so much hesitation in posting and I’m not sure where that came from.  I guess anyone that’s ever done anything has probably had similar issues, or at least when it comes to doing something they’re trying to capture their own essence with and maybe that’s just from not knowing ourselves well enough.  However, I don’t need to figure this all out in the caption right here.  I remember though, I invited you all on a journey with me, so here’s to figuring out some angles, some positions, filming, moving in rhythm, and of course, a cigarette <3