2️⃣ YEAR WAR or 7️⃣3️⃣2️⃣ day war I think you were waiting.. (OnlyFans)

2️⃣ YEAR WAR or 7️⃣3️⃣2️⃣ day war 

I think you were waiting for a post-report on life back on 24.02.  This is not surprising; we have crossed the two-year mark.  I don't feel this time at all.  For me it all still happened yesterday.  For me, it was still yesterday that we were shelled en masse for the first time, yesterday I went shopping in search of ammunition for the group, yesterday we bought food fearing hunger, yesterday we were afraid that we would no longer see those who were in Mariupol at the time when it all started, yesterday  my dear Danya died.  All this happened to me yesterday.  But in fact, almost a year has passed since Dani's death.  I still get hot and nauseous when I see guys that look like him.  I'm frozen in time.  I froze, and no matter what changes around me, I still stand still.
  And I'm not the only one!  At all!  All that happens is a loss of faith in the best.
Today I was leafing through my notes from the first day and I see how my faith was fading.  I see how I slowly lost the meaning of telling you about the shelling of the city, because this has become our everyday life.  Every day after 21:00 we start waiting for an air raid.  We know that it will happen, but we don’t react at all.  Why?  There is no shelter that can save. There is no safe place and there is no one who will help us. 
Now news has begun to circulate that NATO is thinking about the possibility of bringing its troops here with their weapons.  Do you know how people react?  No way.  Nobody believes this.  Most likely, this will only be talk, and for many families in Europe and the USA this will be a blessing; they will not know what it is like to lose loved ones.  I do not wish such a fate on any of you or your friends.
Everyone knows that NATO is not a magic wand, they can help, but this also means that among these military personnel there will also be dead and their families will curse us and our lands for what was taken from them.  For Europe today nothing has changed, the war is going on here, there is a peaceful life that people want to live.
I would really like to see how my NFT will be bought.  True, I can fulfill my need and give this money to those who protect us.  While everyone is collecting for cars and drones, I would pay the hospital bills for anyone I could.  Or I would buy something that volunteers don’t think about at all.  Tourniquets, painkillers, disinfectants, which are constantly in short supply on the front line. 

At least that's what I want to believe😊 That I can do it.