hey guys. so yesterday I made a poll on what you’d like to .. (OnlyFans)

hey guys.

so yesterday I made a poll on what you’d like to see first between my cowgirl video and some implied nudes. The implied nudes won by a landslide. Lol idk what I expected. It kinda brought up a sensitive memory for me and I want to candidly talk through it with you guys


I know that emotional stuff isnt everyone’s thing so I appreciate that I feel like I can talk about this. I don’t do that a lot on here because idk if you guys want to hear about this stuff but here we go. It’s been awhile since I made implied nudes. One of the first paid posts I ever did on here was the farthest I’ve ever gone on camera. Ever. It was a set of implied nudes and I immediately felt regretful and uncomfortable after I posted them. They’re now archived because I still feel nervous about it. I overpushed my boundaries and it kinda shook me. I haven’t posted a single one since. I had convinced myself that I needed to show as much as humanly possible or nobody would want to see my content, now I’ve built up my confidence enough to know thats not true. 

I want to make sure that I’m releasing content that makes me happy and it’s taken me a long time to work up to realizing that I think I’m ready to post another implied nude set on my own terms. I have a few photos in mind that I want to post but I think I need a little bit more time. I thought that doing that poll would give me the push that I needed to get over that hump but I just need a little more confidence. I’m sorry if I got you excited to see them right now but I think I would be an anxious mess if I released those photos now. I’m gonna go ahead and have the cowgirl set edited for y’all. I know it may be a bummer but I think taking these baby steps are important for me. I really appreciate y’all more than you could ever imagine and your support means the world. I hope y’all can understand why I’m nervous releasing content like this.
It’s also quarantine and understandably so I’m not incredibly happy with my body but I’m working out a ton and I think these photos show some change! I know its a bit of an ask but if you guys wouldn’t mind hyping me up for a little bit I really think I just need some extra support right now. I’m going to keep the photos and see how I’m feeling in a bit

I don’t want to be an anxious mess when releasing sets but I also think this is a good push. Ya feel? I don’t know I feel like I sound stupid at the same time lol. 
I appreciate y’all very much (have I mentioned that before?)
The cowgirl set will be released soon, it needs to be edited and I’m still SUPER excited for this one. It plays on one of my kinks which I’m stoked to share with y’all. 

I’ll keep y’all updated ❤️ I’m also responding to messages today, I’m down to talk or just exchange pet photos. I have so much other shit I want to talk about but I appreciate if you’ve gotten this far LOL. Have a good day ❤️