I watched the new horror movie “X” during my day off yesterd.. (OnlyFans)

I watched the new horror movie “X” during my day off yesterday and it’s phenomenal. Horror movies that make you think and subvert expectations in a good way…it can still be done. 🤷🏻‍♀️ I thought they were setting up typical horror tropes many times but they would always turn out differently. Points for originality. 

It’s about a group of exotic dancers who rent a farmhouse in rural, religious Texas in the 1970’s with the intention of filming a porno there. 😁

There are many scenes with a fire and brimstone preacher condemning the “sin” of being sexually liberated, and allowing ourselves to enjoy the gift that is our sexuality. I always found this dogma deranged. How could the act that is responsible for humanity even existing be dirty or bad? Seems like misdirected self-hatred to me. 

The movie explores that “religious” hatred toward sexuality in any of its forms is often motivated by other more earthly and human feelings, like jealousy and resentment. This shouldn’t be controversial. How many evangelical televangelists who condemn homosexuality have been later found to be gay at this point? Condemnation of others is so often our feelings toward ourselves manifested outwardly instead of inwardly. 

The movie also beautifully displays how these feelings and sexual urges not being satisfied can promote violent behavior. It isn’t a mystery why the Proud Boys and other hate groups have a no-masturbation rule. Those who control them are using an age-old tactic rulers of civilization have used for millennia. Deprive men of sexual stress relief and you can shape them into vicious killing machines much easier. Many leaders denied their soldiers sex leading up to war, and the spoils of winning the battle would be the encouraged ra-pe of the surviving women. The scientific fact of the lack of sexual release causing anxiety and aggression has been known and exploited for a very long time. 

I say all of this to say, feel no guilt in your pleasure, my friends. It is irrational. It is self-hating. It is self-tor-ture. It is an age old tactic used by the despicably evil megalomaniacs who want to control you. 

Of course masturbation can be overdone, and it can be an addiction, like so many other things. Food can be an addiction. Do we stop eating? Of course not. We find a way to have a better relationship with food. Precisely the same kind of balance can be found with your sexual urges and how you respond to them. 

Life is about balance. 

NoFap is toxic. So is jerking off 20 times per day to extreme gang bang porn. 

The goal is to find something in the middle that works for us. We are all different and have different needs and libidos, but so long as we stay out of the extremes, and consent is always gained if others are involved, then sexual release can be our calm, comforting friend keeping us steady through the never-ending sea of psychological challenges our society has become. ❤️

Indulge in your pleasure with the total freedom of knowing it is nothing but a good thing. 

Love you all. 😘