I'll confess something, I don't know why but it's been for a.. (OnlyFans)

I'll confess something, I don't know why but it's been for a while now that it's as if my spirit has been collecting everything negative that comes my way, it's as if I'm storing up some hatred, I don't know toward whom, no one in particular, but it all affects my days, it's days that I try to sleep as much as I can so I don't get hungry and consequently don't eat, or I try to convince myself that my body doesn't need food, I've suffered for so many years from eating disorders, and it's hard to get out of it, plus I'm just storing up everything that's negative and it's not good