I really wish I wake up so happy and relaxing every day. Rec.. (OnlyFans)

I really wish I wake up so happy and relaxing every day. Recently I wake up by having thoughts of my mind. That is not really relaxing. 
Maybe I worked too much? I am editing ASMR videos now.
I want to ask what way you prefer to get contents:
I feel a little guilty if I don’t post everyday but it kind of makes me a little overwhelmed.
I want to know if you are okay to see me every few days with the more pics per time. 
Which way you like?