as the new year approaches i just wanted to say thank you ev.. (OnlyFans)

as the new year approaches i just wanted to say thank you everyone so much for subscribing to me and keeping me afloat during this hard year and making this such a fun experience for me! who would have known i would get into this type of work and i'm very happy that i have.
i already got a little personal on twitter, but i wanted to go in a bit more here, so feel free to ignore this post after this. just know i am very thankful and appreciative of you and hope to see you next year! have some uncensored nudes WITHOUT PPV!! you're welcome ;3c
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i started doing stuff for OF after a relationship ended where my ex cheated on me during an open relationship. this was my first experience with being open and to say it hasn't traumatized me from the notion of doing it in the future would be a lie. he also had an OF and i started to associate SW exclusively to him and it was destroying me! i left that relationship back into my spirals of body dysmorphia i have fought off for years to get over and now with a complete disassociate with sex and everything associated with it. so i decided to make an OF to push myself out of such a toxic mindset.
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and it really helped. being so open to this community and explorative regarding sex has been such a learning experience for me about myself and everyone else around me. i'm thankful to be allowed in discussion with open arms and i hope to continue this forever even if i don't do SW forever!
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i am still fighting my body dysmorphia as i'm not back to how strong i was with it before the breakup, but knowing that i'll make up for the progress i lost is exciting and terrifying. i'm thankful that you're there for me.
and coming to terms with my demisexuality+high sex drive and how that affects me mentally when i'm not in a relationship... that's a handful, i know. but OF has helped me find an outlet to have objectifying experiences within my agency and have fun with myself in a safe boundary (even though SW isn't necessarily always "safe"). you guys don't know how much that means to me as someone who has always jumped to new people over and over only to be hurt especially coming out of a four year abusive relationship last year. i thought since it's been a year, i'm okay and know myself. that's definitely not the case! but OF has been a healthy outlet for me and i'm so grateful that you guys are here to experience my mental growth as you watch me shove shit in my pussy.
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i want to give a special thank you to those who have found me through my main art account. thank you for not only supporting me as an artist, but also as a sex worker and a person. that means the world to me that you dealt with my years of bullshit yet still want to support me and now supporting me monetarily. as you know i lost my job end of october and this has been helping me keep afloat since as i try to snag freelance gigs again. thank you so much! i'm happy this platform has given us a safe space to correspond as i know i am very closed off on my main. i'm happy to get to know you personally now and it has been so lovely to talk to you. i hope y'all happy i have an account after saying i wouldn't make one probably over 20 times. who knew this would be so fun!!?
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if you read all of this, thank you!! THANK YOU! i really mean it. it's almost embarrassing how much OF has benefitted me emotionally. sure, it's nice money too, but the emotional and mental positive impacts of OF has been incredibly life changing for me and even though i don't know how long i will do this, especially post-COVID, i am very thankful for this experience and i can't wait to continue it further in the new year!
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much love, moons xoxo