I think I already mentioned this a few times, but there is a.. (OnlyFans)

I think I already mentioned this a few times, but there is a lot of going on, so I‘ll recap a relevant part of my personal journey. Why I wasn‘t exactly enjoying my sex life before I gave femdom a chance. I don‘t want to go in to politics, as there are few things less sexy than this, but, where I was growing up, being at least a little submissive is still unspoken default for girls. So that‘s the role I was trying to put myself in. Looking back I can clearly see why that didn‘t work so great 😄 Last year was very productive in terms of my own sexual discovery. Chatting with lots of people with different fetishes and different life paths was a huge eye opener. I feel blessed that I am living in a time where I have access to all these stories, because without it my life would certainly be a lot different. 😊 I could go on and on about it, but there is a point I want to make. 
Like I said, when I was growing up being a girl was meant to be submissive, at least to a degree. Obviously I don‘t see it that way anymore. I think everybody is free to make any life choice they want. But I‘ve realized that sexually I still have a fragment of this association in me. It‘s something I‘ve been struggling a bit, because it made me feel a little guilty. There isn‘t anything inherently submissive or dominant about either gender role, clothes or cross-dressing for that matter. I think I‘ve come to peace with it, as I‘ve realized that it‘s my intention that give it that submissive label. And that‘s personal for me. When told Luke to wear my panties I did it, because I wanted him to feel submissive. And since he knows I will see him that way it works. When I made him wear it, I feel like it‘s the same as if I was making him wear a collar. And that‘s hot to me. 
I know it may not be the deepest revelation in human history, but it was important one to me. 😄 

Anyway with this out of the way, here is what happened. I was going through my vids and realized that I don‘t even know why, but I didn‘t make our „non-erect“ play for a while. So I formed a little humiliating idea in mind. I told Luke to stop by as usual. I didn’tt even pretend I want to do anything else, than to play with him. 🤭 I‘ve prepared a pack of towels, so he won‘t get hard when I start. Most of you already know, but for the new guys, there is a method that can prevent erection. Ask me more if you want to 😘Anyway, I knew Luke was pretty horny as it was a while since I last gave him any release. I know some of you are going much longer, but on the other hand, I am doing my best to be a major tease 🤭

Well, when he was done showering I pulled down my panties and told him to wear them. He hesitantly did, wondering what will happen next. When he saw the towel pile, he immediately knew what will follow. Well, at least he thought he did. I found the idea quite funny, to prevent him from getting a proper erection while he was wearing a panties. 😈 I don‘t know exactly what it is about pushing him out of a manly role, that‘s so erotic, but I can‘t get enough of it. Of course since he could not get an erection and was wearing my clothes I found fitting to use my magic wand on him as well. I mean it‘s working nicely on my clit, so I thought his clitty would appreciate it as well. 😈 

I wasn‘t wrong. I was edging him and mocking his soft noodle, until he could not take it anymore. When I saw he’s getting too close for me to safely predict his edges I pulled the panties up and tucked his clitty in. I was using the wand until I felt like he was about to make a mess. Aww, and mess he made. 🤭 He leaked a lot from his soft dick, right in to my panties. I have to admit, looking back I was little mean, but what happens next felt super hot in the moment. When we were done I told him to keep it on. We chatted up a bit, but when was time to say good bye I told him to get dressed and keep wearing the semen panties. It was him who made the mess, so he should go home and hand wash them. He’s not living that far, but he told me he was bright red all the way there. I know I could have make him lick it, and that was certainly something I’ve considered. But this felt a little more malice, this time 😈