Well, well, well… what do we have here… …. He put in some h.. (OnlyFans)

Well, well, well… what do we have here…

…. He put in some hours…

and… I apologized for hurricaning the storage unit…. 

Because I did do that. 

I don’t always want to be badmouthing people especially when I am in the wrong for being messy even if I am overwhelmed. He isn’t always bad and it wouldn’t be fair for me to only talk about bad parts. I can only see things from my point of view and speak up for me, but it is scary for some people to date a content creator. He’s handling it better than some of the other guys I tried talking to. Kind of. Thanked him. Neither of us want to be monsters in anyone’s story. 

A few guys that I connected with to be lovers in the past did run away after seeing my messy place. He’s cleaned up after me the most even if it’s not as often as I’d like. He isn’t supposed to be my maid and he has a right to be angry that I have trouble taking care of myself even if I am on the #spectrum and #adhd. I will eventually #learn to be more high functioning. I would love to be in a clean, happy, healthy space. 

Going to put a few things up for purchase and then rising to say 

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE.