Half the streams made it into the archives so that’s wonderf.. (OnlyFans)

Half the streams made it into the archives so that’s wonderful news. 💙 

THIS STREAM POSTING IS FOR ME, MY SAFETY AND MY MENTAL NEEDS

💙 DON’T WATCH. 💙

♥️DO NOT WATCH IF YOU’RE NOT HUMAN♥️

💙 DON’T WATCH. 💙

♥️ I AM NOT NEGATIVE. I AM HUMAN. ♥️

(I used to post all of my streams for free and onlyfans had changed the setup recently to be into archives. If you’ve been following me for a long time, you know I’m not afraid to express and progress. I am doing A LOT LOT LOT LOT LOT better than I was 2 years ago. Isolating myself has helped.😅)

This stream isn’t sexy so don’t watch it unless you’re going to humanize me. I just felt like I had to exist and explain myself for a little bit. I also have started seeing more people speak up about what’s going on in their private world for their own safety and I’d like to do the same for myself. 

(After watching Tinder Swindler and Bad Vegan on Netflix, I kind of learned that it’s better to talk out loud about your very real and sometimes scary and terrible situations. This will heal me. Let me have this. )

In case anything ever happens to me, please look at my ex partner and Gil Cano/ Game Over. 

I’ve been carrying the fear and burden of stressing over them for the longest time. To the point where I couldn’t… function. There’s been several monsters that have made me fearful of making friends and leaving the house. I stopped going to work at a company with a corner office because of my stalkers and fear of my ex. I hate it. It sucks ass. I try not to let anyone come close to me in real life or messages anymore because of what these people have done to me. It might be a huge part of why I’ve become a radical activist. There have been several monsters. I don’t want to have to see or fight any monsters. I deserve to relax, have fun and be happy for the rest of my life. I deserve it all. I’m sorry for when I’m cold and distant. I don’t want to be. I have to be. 

💙 Talking about it is letting me process and let it go. 💙

So thanks for letting me do that on my fan page. ♥️This should not affect you in any way except to open your minds a little to show women more compassion and love. ♥️ I need to post this.♥️ I want everyone to know I wish I didn’t have to say or talk about these things. We have to. I don’t want stalkers or predators raining down on me anymore. Deadass serious. Stop that shit. You’re all fucking us up. No one wants you to exist. Fuck off. The world needs better than predators running literally everything that makes the systems we have today.  🤣

Back to sexy life, where I expect no one to talk to me about it cuz I can’t handle any more opinions or feedback. Pretend I didn’t write all this, please thanks.  I will be in a more positive place and time by the time you finish processing it. I love you. 🤣

I don’t wanna think or talk anymore. 🤣

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