I’ve been DELUDING myself about how fat I’ve gotten 😅 I lite.. (OnlyFans)

I’ve been DELUDING myself about how fat I’ve gotten 😅 I literally thought I could fit into *any* of my jeans, but even all the ones that come in Torrid’s largest size (30) are too tight for me 😭 I’ve OFFICIALLY outgrown Torrid jeans now, that’s how fat I am 🥵🥰 So instead of a cute top and some jeans, I have to go out to get my feast in sweatpants, like the blob I am 🤷🏻‍♀️