Laying in bed trying to pack for a road trip. I feel so big .. (OnlyFans)

Laying in bed trying to pack for a road trip. I feel so big lately…hmm. I think I’m going to take a step back from actively gaining or pushing myself really hard, and instead focus on indulging in my favorite foods  💕 I might’ve gotten a little carried away trying to impress someone that didn’t really care abt my well-being haha🫥 oops .

So I’m getting back to doing things MY way by replacing intense WG training with soft wholesome feedism bcuz that’s what I like 💟
 I’ve always been a major foodie and love the weight accompanied with it . the shakes are definitely a plus but, honestly, I didn’t start drinking them that much until this year. 

I started doing more self love type of feedism again last week. cooking big meals at home and baking muffins and cupcakes for myself 🧁 🧁😊 finishing an entire tray of lasagna , that sort of yummy stuff.

I’ll even go as far as mentioning that I’ve been nerding out doing research on keeping a healthy gut microbiome 🤓LOL cuz I LOVE my gut ^_^ like a lot.  she does so much  for me ❤️❤️ haha

I love my big beautiful body and self love/authenticity is more important to me than vanity or superficiality or a number on the scale (which is super hot still)

 Bexoming an ssbbw is an amazing experience but I understand now more than ever that a kink shouldn’t control every aspect of my life. 

Also don’t worry! I am NOT losing weight and still want to gain lots :) I’ll still enjoy having shakes every now and then (I really do enjoy them!). 
Overeating is my love language. I’m just switching up my style getting back to being myself again.

 Getting back to my original methods of gaining the way I have been since I started this whole thing ✌️💕