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I wanted to write a long blog post ~ 

also me and a friend are creating a short WG story and we came up with the name of the character for the story.  the stages of her weight gain journey and it has sort of a hypnosis? Theme. 
Like she has a dream that inspires her to put on LOTS of weight irl ♡
 excited to share it soon ♡

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I was looking at the picture comparisons in my hot pink dress and remembering what I was doing during that time(the picture on the left)

 I was studying for my Bachelor of  Arts. Took some classes right when covid began and some during 2020 but then stopped going.
 Wasn’t really sure what I wanted to do but l knew that eating made me happy ♡

 I struggled fitting into the chairs at the university.
 It was so discouraging and I felt insecure, embarrassed 🙈
My pants were too tight and I struggled zipping/buttoning them up.
 The desk that was attached to the chair wouldn’t come down all the way since the dome belly I was forming wouldn’t allow it to.
Although, there were also some things that I really liked about being on campus. Like taking a bunch of snacks I could eat while studying.
sometimes I would take the time to  pack these huge lunches that I would eat at the benches beneath the trees. It really was a pleasant experience. The cafeteria was a plus with all of its fast food, Pizza Hut , chick fila a, subway ♡♡

It was one of the first times that I experienced  being too fat for standard sizes . 
I also got into some excessive eating habits so when I took a break from school, I began to really give into my cravings whenever I wanted. Not denying myself the happiness in over indulging with lots of food  ♡ 

Ive put on a substantial amount of weight since the beginning of 2020. So I’ve been hesitant about returning to school lol I’m like 3 classes away from graduating.

Ps- I’m just as curious as you are about the weight that was gained between those three years  so I’m going to check the numbers add those to this post soon as i can

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