So, I just want to add, I know I haven't been the best in po.. (OnlyFans)

So, I just want to add, I know I haven't been the best in posting on here in a while, I know those barrage of posts can't really make up for it, so I just want to apologise to all of you who have subscribed and expect me from me. I've been pretty bad at answering messages too. I've had so much disappointment going on in my personal life, I had the prospect of being able to potentially move out, when I had the rug swiftly pulled out from under my feet, knocking me back further than I was before I even thought I was going to leave. That really destroyed my stability for a bit. 

On top of that, I've been having really bad confidence issues spurred on by the fact my living situation is so terrible and uncomfortable for me, it turns me into a zombie most days. It's inhibiting my ability to be sexually 'on', and when I am, I'm not really turning the camera on and mostly just do it as a release.

It's difficult, sometimes, to find a solid balance between making content for this OF + Twitter and using my 'sexual time' to focus on myself. I've been far more focused on myself, but for the wrong reasons. I want to thank each and every one of you who continues your subscriptions despite my lacklustre effort sometimes as a content creator. I wish I could do more for you guys than just solo videos - I would love to branch out and find regular sexual partners who I could feature on here prominently. Sadly, it just isn't possible due to living in Ireland where the population is already pretty scarce relatively, and finding out people who I'm comfortable with is even harder. I hope things can change in the future.

I will try my best to keep making content. The validation/kindness I get from you guys is like, one of the few positive outlets of my life, as sad as it is to say. I do value you all though.

Thank you if you read all the way through. You're a great person.
Love,
Sam