Doing one of my real posts today! 💙 feel free to ignore this.. (OnlyFans)

Doing one of my real posts today! 💙 feel free to ignore this post! 🙈 I will be posting some incredible content later on today! 😍

I probably need to be less open sometimes as I'm sure I talk too much 😬 but sometimes it feels important to me to show the behind of all the shoots, the Snapchat filters, the smiles! As someone who suffers crippling mental health, insomnia in particular, it never goes away. I take strong meds to force rest after days of not sleeping & panic attacks. I leave my house around once or twice a week, sometimes I go weeks without leaving when I'm in the midst of a particularly bad episode. I am ALWAYS sick from the low immunity, constantly on edge, always ready to burst into tears at any moment, forever cancelling plans, forever avoiding making them. 

As such an outgoing person, it feels crippling to have had my life so restricted for such a long time, like a dead weight on my chest. I know many of you on here struggle with various issues & I think it's important we all talk about it more so people know they aren't alone. I never want anyone to feel as alone as I feel all too often 💙

Anyway, why am I rambling once again you ask?! 🤣 Who even knows - please do excuse my tired overthinking. I think I just wanted to let you know you're not just supporting the content - you are also supporting one very tired girl who appreciates your help & push to keep her going. You guys truly are my lifeline and that is not an exaggeration. 

I couldn't be more thankful to each of you for being here with me. And as always, sending love & strength to those who need it right now, who may be in a far worse place than I am 💙