I am not sure how I feel doing the live stream tomorrow look.. (OnlyFans)

I am not sure how I feel doing the live stream tomorrow looking like this! But if I still have fans out there that will be okay with the new “temporary” look please comment below that’ll you’ll be there! 
 
 A little back story. 
 Yesterday two friends were following my kids and I home from a mini vacation. They lost control of their vehicle and the car burst into flames. I tried to save one of them… wasn’t able to get her out. They both passed away tragically. While I am unable to feel most of the burns I’m still in a little pain. I am definitely wanting/needing to do this live stream! Please lmk if you’ll be around tomorrow. If not let’s figure out another day/time that works best for everyone! Much love -Kris