Sorry i haven't been around much lately guys. I've been stru.. (OnlyFans)

Sorry i haven't been around much lately guys. I've been struggling with mental illness real bad lately to be honest. I want to see you guys and miss you. I just can't put on the fake smile right now or distract myself and I don't wanna go online and just cry. I've been struggling with pretty extreme flashbacks and feeling of worthlessness. My bills aren't gonna get paid because of it and ill probably lose everything but i don't want you guys to just feel sorry for me either. That's not sexy. But if there's anything you haven't bought already that I've sent or posted or you actually want to donate to the cause... I don't forget the people who were there for me when I didn't deserve it and when nobody else was and idk might convince me I'm not totally worthless but then again maybe not. Might just convince me I made people feel sorry for me enough to help which just isn't the same as earning it and feeling worthy of love. Love you guys. Miss you. Imma be back first thing just as soon as I can. Please don't lose interest or stop following me. My numbers are in such bad shape right now. I just feel so hopless and lost and like I can't cope with or manage my emotions right now. I wish I knew how to not be so damn broken. Im Really sorry from the bottom of my heart. Have a good week everyone. Imma attached what I do have though. Tips appreciated. I really am trying. Please check out this video on bpd. #mentalhealthmatters #mentalillnessawarenezs #sad #worthless #love #need #pretty #panty #bra #new #sexy #single #alone #bpd #ptsd #adhd #blonde #learn #hp #new