I keep waking up into a bad dream. I'm so restful in my slee.. (OnlyFans)

I keep waking up into a bad dream. I'm so restful in my sleep and the second coherent thoughts fill my head I am reminded that years of hard work will be taken away so soon. I find myself doing a long, slow exhale when I think about it. A physical reaction to the gut shot that this really is. I've put most of what I had into this remodel, so I could live here and produce better content,  outdoor content. Now that I near completion it's time to rebuild my business.  It's a lot to absorb. Starting over is never easy but it's part of life. A hard part, yes, but always an opportunity to better one's self if you let it be. My one silver lining: I found a nearby coastal spot I can sit, with virtually no tourists, that has super high cell phone signal speeds. Highest I've seen where I live. 6 or 7 times higher than my house! So, as I'll need to bulk upload a ton of content to whatever new platform I choose soon, at least it won't be taking weeks to upload now. I'll have a nice view and it will go a lot faster. That's it. That's what I'm holding onto. Not the worst, certainly not the best but that's life.