***Update: going back to active gaining.*** Things were kind.. (OnlyFans)

***Update: going back to active gaining.*** Things were kinda rough after I broke up w my feeder :( kinda made it hard to be excited about gaining. I’ve been really flip floppy about gaining for almost a year now as you guys well know. I wanted to be sure it was the right decision to getting super big, and was also holding out for the perfect gaining relationship. This past week I’ve done a lot of reflecting and I’ve realized I’ve always wanted to be fat and it’s not going to change. And I can’t sit around waiting for a feeder :( it’s just so FUCKING hard to find similarly minded people in the community—people you have common interests with, are hot, and like you back. I also really don’t want someone who’s only interested in to small-to-ssbbw relationship, that’s just weird. So I’ve decided to get as fucking fat as I want and just keep trying to find my feedist match. It’s going to be lonely, but at least I’ll get to eat whatever I want and have a huge belly to play with.