Rather sad lewd today I went to a reputable dentist today, .. (OnlyFans)

Rather sad lewd today

I went to a reputable dentist today, I was waiting for an appointment with stress and eager at the same time.

I always hated the look of my teeth. This isn't even a modeling issue. Even in high school it was a laughing matter. I've always wanted to have it fixed. I have been to multiple dentists to achieve that fix and try to have that "american smile". I don't even really want that, I just want a pretty smile. Not one that is 50/50 Gums/teeth. I don't want that horse smile.

You all tell me I have pretty teeth but you have seen the pics where the angle, 1 out of 1000 pics, isn't that ugly.
And even that is also photoshopped mostly because else it's terrible.

I know you think it's fine, and I exaggerate.

Truth is...
I have multiple decaying areas, I need a tooth pulled and replaced by an implant, orthodontic work to pull my bottom jaw forward, apparently I learned today that I'm grinding my teeth and it's damaging everything
And then about around 14 crowns.

The truth is, my teeth aren't healthy, I had many canal roots, some aren't aligned, most are 50% filling to fix cavities.

I'm crying as I'm exhausted at how hard it is to fix me
I will keep going because I want it fixed but the path is long and painful. I'm devastated at the path there is to take and the amount of time needed to fix this